I have been watching you for a long time. I have seen your ups and downs, I have seen you sad, angry, disappointed, happy, and joyful. I have seen you crying and I have seen you laughing. I have seen you walking through life without noticing me, without even knowing that I exist. I am your soul! I am a part of your divine trinity, one that is always here beside you in good times and bad times.
Do you remember when you felt you are not enough? I was there beside you, looking into your beautiful eyes and telling you how wonderful you are! Do you remember when those who were around you told you that you are incapable of achieving your dreams, I was right there, standing beside you, whispering to you empowering words, whispering to you that you can do it, you have all the abilities to achieve whatever you desire! Do you remember when you were scared of the unknown? I was there beside you, holding your hand and giving you courage, because I knew that only wonderful things are there for you! Do you remember when you felt lost in your own life, in your thoughts and fears? I was there beside you every step of the way to guide you, to show you the right path for you, to show you your light!
Do you remember when you were so sick, laying there on a cold hospital bed, without hope? I was holding you close and I was bringing to you all the right people and all the healing hands to save you because I knew that your journey is not done yet, I knew that you have so many amazing things to do, to say, to feel! Do you remember when you lost your home? I was there with you preparing you for your next real HOME! Do you remember when you were so afraid because your business was down and you had no money to pay your bills, your creditors and everything else you had to pay? I was there with you begging you to trust, to have faith and not to give up because I knew that you will be safe, I knew that things will change and you will have peace of mind! Do you remember when you were full of anger asking “why me, why this is happening to me?” I was there beside you, listening to you carefully and whispering that you had to grow, you had to evolve in order to become the magnificent human being you are today! Do you remember when you were so frightened about how your future would be? I was there beside you, asking you to keep your heart and your eyes open, giving you solutions all the time!
Do you remember when those you loved left you alone and hurt? I was there with you sending to you healing light for your body, heart and mind! Do you remember when those you loved so much crossed the bridge and started their journey in another dimension? Well, I was there beside you, wiping your tears, healing your grieving and your despair! Do you remember when you were in bad relations? I was there crying with you and giving you the courage to leave so you can give yourself another chance to love, to be loved, to be respected, to be appreciated for everything that you are, not for what you have or for what you can offer, to be wanted so much, so much that your heart would be filled with everlasting joy and happiness! Do you remember when you met your soulmate in the most unexpected way? I was there beside you crying of joy and blessing you both with love! Do you remember the day of your marriage? I was there with you, walking beside you, radiating joy knowing that you are finally beside your one and only! Do you remember when you held your first child in your arms? What a divine moment! I was there with you, holding my breath because of the intensity of the moment, because everything was so pure, so bright and so magnificent! Do you remember when your children grew up and left your home? I was there, telling you, it’s ok, they will be safe, they will learn how to fly high and they will learn how to live their lives!
Do you remember me now? Do you feel me close to you? Do you feel safe, do you feel now protected, loved, honored, and appreciated? Do you feel that you are not alone? Do you? Because I am and I will always be a part of you and I will always stand beside you, no matter where you are, no matter what you do, no matter who is beside you! I am your confident, your best friend, your guiding compass, your companion in good times, in bad times, in any other times! I am and I will always be here beside you to guide you, to love you, to protect you, to help you to evolve, to help you to reach for your own stars! I am always here beside you, now and for eternity because I adore you and because without you I have no meaning! I am right here beside you, always here and in all ways, my precious one!
With eternal adoration,
Your eternal soul!
Montreal, February 8th, 2017